Saturday, August 15, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
back to work
I have been idling these weeks and now it's time to work. Summer is short. In fact 'life is too short to be bored', as JW says.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Talked with Torsten. He is very encouraging. Thanks a lot!
Talked with Emilia. She is also very encouraging. Thanks a lot!
I am not confident that I can have much time for research if I have to take four courses as well as the exams at Harvard...Torsten also suggests me looking at the courses this summer! So it is a busy summer as expected...
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Tried to read two papers, could not concentrate though:(
1. Competition and incentives with motivated agents
2. Paying politicians: theory and evidence
Friday, June 12, 2009
btw, Nancy Qian gave a seminar today. She did not remember me at all, I guess. I dared not talk with her...For one thing, I do not have constructive suggestions to her paper as I know little about media. For another, I am curious why the data we collected for her did not turn to be any paper...But it is funny to think that I met her in Beijing and now in Stockholm. And later I will visit the school in the States where she is working.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I was a master student at ccer the first time I read this paper. Many things did change after two years...
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Today I reviewed the materials on evolutionary game theory. This was my motivation to take Jörgen's course. Unfortunately I only know very basic things in the end...
I will make my final decision between visiting Harvard and Princeton after the exam. This is a pleasant choice to make anyhow. I will make no mistake going to either place.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Too much to learn!
2. Read a methodology paper for tomorrow's Econ&Philosophy seminar on the subway back.
Too much to learn!
3. Had a Swedish class from 6 pm to 9 pm.
Too much to learn!
4. Got an email from a classmate's girlfriend who asked me to write a research proposal on public finance for her because she is applying somewhere.
I am too ignorant to help her!
2. Came across a book. A good textbook should be rigorous, concise and never short of intuition. This book is not good in the sense that it is not concise enough. But numerous examples and detailed explanations make it a good book to read before bed. Yes, I will read it instead of writing nonsense stories.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
1. Watched Song of the exile (1990).
2. Took a walk at skogskyrkogården and took a few pics.
Friday, April 10, 2009
1. Watched Muddy River (1981).
2. Took a walk at skogskyrkogården.
3. Had a haircut. I dislike myself from head to toe...Sigh.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
2. Had lunch with Mark after the class. There is a type of person who will always be the center of a group wherever he is. That's him. What's funny is that our topics are always around his girlfriends whom I do not really know personally...
3. Read Van Damme's Chapter 2. I read very slowly and took some notes.
4. Watched La Ceremonie again. Obviously I am not the only one who is fascinated by the Papin sisters. Given the description of the murder, the best candidate would definitely be Chabrol if we want to find a director to make a movie based on the story. But I like Sister My Sister better.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
2. Googlebooks do not provide more chapters in Van Damme's book, so I searched and asked a Chinese student online who said that he has a copy. He kindly sent me several chapters. Surprisingly (or perhaps not considering the small world property), he told me that he knows me more than I know him. And later he told me he had a friend who is studying at Penn and was my classmate. Besides, the paper I discussed at UCL was written by his office mate...I am very happy to know him. Sometimes I feel I might fail to be an economist but I would like to be a friend of economists:)
3. Similarly, I would like to be a friend of writers although I am not one of them. I read the book/magazine yueran sent me more carefully today. It's an interesting experience as the young writers' worlds are so different from mine...
4. I always want to set up a blog about the moments when I think of Ingmar Bergman...
Monday, April 6, 2009
This paper is a bit philosophical, I would say. It provides some criticism of experimental studies, which seem to be a fad these days. I enjoyed reading it for two reasons. First, it talked about some questions I had when I took Behavioral Economics I. The key message to me is that game theory is not a consequentialist theory. As Jörgen stressed in class, we need to be more careful about setting up plays and assuming preferences. Many experiments seem to say: look at my experiment, people do not play Nash equilibrium!!! But this argument may not be valid since we cannot say what the equilibrium is without carefully identifying the preferences. Jörgen suggested testing joint hypothesis even epistemic modes of games cannot be falsified. He also mentioned (in class) that we should be more careful when talking about fairness...(I really like this point.)
Game theory was first developed by mathematicians. I guess they do not care about these subtleties. Economics is a science of human beings anyhow and preferences become very very important in characterizing a problem.
Secondly, it represents basic terminologies of game theory clearly, in words instead of math.
I. Basic terminologies
Game: (N, A, fai, P, I, C, p, r, v)
Game Form: (N, A, fai, P, I, C, p)
Game Protocol: (N, A, fai, P, I, C, p, r)
N: the set of personal players.
Such a game is a mathematical object that contains as its basic structure a directed tree, consisting of a finite number of nodes (or vertices) and branches (or edges). A play, tao, of the game is a route through the tree, starting at its initial node and ending at one of the end nodes, w. A node k’ is a successor of a node k if there is play that leads first to k and then to k’. Moreover, each end node is reached by exactly one play of the game, and each play reaches exactly one end node.
…
The set of non-end nodes is partitioned into player subsets, and each player subset in turn is partitioned into information sets for the player role. In each information set, the number of outgoing branches from each node is the same, and the set of outgoing branches from an information set is divided into equivalence classes, the moves available to the player at that information, so that every equivalence class contains exactly one outgoing branch from each node in the information set. A choice in an information set is a probability distribution over the moves available at the information set. In the game with exogenous random moves, one of players is ‘nature’, and all information sets for this non-personal player are singleton sets with fixed probabilities attached to each outgoing branch.
Pure Strategy/outcome
A pure strategy for a personal player role is a function that assigns one move to each of the role’s information sets. The outcome of a strategy profiles is the probability distribution induced on the set of end-nodes, or on the set of plays.
Subform
In a given game form Ksai, let K_0 be the subset of nodes k such that (i) k is either a move by nature or {k} is an information set of a personal player; and (ii) no information set in Ksai contains both a successor node and a non-successor node to k. Each node k in K_0 is the initial node of a subform.
(Here Jörgen talked about the subtlety of defining a subgame, i.e. whether it is context-related or isolated at k. It seems to me that this argument shares the same spirit of non- consequentialism. See Binmore et al (2002).)
II Levine's theory and discussion
Is the linear function a super clever idea or an arbitrary assumption? Is it robust?
Can I think of a better option?:)
Yinan told me he went to UCL to give a seminar and the response is very good. I am glad for him!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I read Chapter 1 of van Damme's book. The book is very well written, and very difficult.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
It's very easy and it will make your regression results good-looking!!!
Try outtex first:)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
'To Cinlar, the language of mathematics was English. Mathematics does have it’s own nomenclature, the use of symbols and using specific meanings for some words is part of using mathematics in communication. But, even Greek symbols used in mathematics is part of the English language. There is nothing about mathematics or the use of mathematics in communication that makes it a separate language. The rules of grammar used in mathematical communication are the rules of English grammar.'
Thanks to Jörgen for mentioning professor Cindar. Hopefully I can take his course next fall.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Richard Rogerson gives a mini course on macro labor at SSE. The materials covered are different from my expectation but I really like his presentation. Today is an overview about the stylized facts of unemployment and working hours in OECD countries. Basically he lets data talk. As he stressed, thinking quatatitively is a key feature of modern macroeconometrists. A theory should not only account for why unemployment rate increases or decreases, but also for why it increases 3 points not .3 points. Another point I took from his talk is how to think a bit deeper: taking into account time-series. This reminds me of 'comparative advantage' argument of Lin Yifu. If comparative advantage accounts for the economic miracle of China after 1980s, we should also see this advantage before 1980s...
I guess professor Rogerson is not a fan of thinking differences in labor participation in terms of gender differences. It seems labor participation is gender-neutral from time-series data.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
2. Had the last class of recursive macro:( Lars said he would look at my 'environment' first before giving me any suggestion. I am happy yet feel a bit worried about my story. btw, environment=preferences+endowment+technology.
3. I heard someone calling my name when I was leaving SSE. I can hardly recognize my name when it is pronounced by foreigners...I was lucky this time.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
2. Did homework on Stata. The software is so advanced nowadays that it incorporates most things people want to do. I drank three cups of tea when it was bootstrapping.
3. Read Acemoglu's notes on search and unemployment.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I have been reflecting upon why I have educated myself with so much 'useless knowledge'. This reminds me of Kong yiji, who is proud of knowing four different ways of writing a Chinese word, HUI.
Anyhow, here is my homework 2.
En sevärdhet: Gotland
Jag har varit på Gotland en gång, som var en oförglömlig resa. Jag tänker åka dit igen om jag har tid i sommar.
Gotland är en ö, som ligger i Östersjön. Man kan resa från Nynäshamn med en restiden på tre timmar. Gotland har många vackra plaster, t.ex. Visby, Fårö, osv.
Visby är en idyllisk småstad och samtidigt Gotlands största tätort. Det kallas för ’ruinernas och rosornas stad’. Många kyrkor har funnits under medeltiden men idag är endast en av dessa i bruk, och 11 andra finns som ruiner. Rosorna växer kraftigt runt ruinerna, som är vackert men sorgligt. I botaniska trädgården visste jag att visby är en typ av rosor.
Fårö är känd för Ingmar Bergman och hans filmer. På kyrkogården ligger Bergman begraven. På Fårö har han gjort fyra spelfilmer på Fårö, som är Såsom i en spegel, Persona, Skammen och En passion. Landskapet är mycket tyst och ensam. På juni börjar årets Bergmanvecka. Dessutom Ingmar Bergmans filmer, Tarkovskijs Offret var också inspelad på Fårö.
Det finns naturligtvis andra intressanta platser att besöka, t.ex. Holmhällar på södra Gotland. Jag tycker att du ska ha en fantastisk tid vart du än går på ön.
Monday, March 9, 2009
2. Got an email from Madeline. Do not know how to reply her as I did not read any book or watch any new movie. Actually it is still possible to read some books if I read a few pages before I go to bed, like reading the Swedish novel.
3. Bought a new wine. Not bad.
4. Roland Benabou has a new paper along his idea about ideology formation.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
2. Read a few pages of The Selfish Gene. He mentioned an interesting example of selfishness on page 5:
More well known is the macabre cannibalism of female praying mantises. Mantises are large carnivorous insects. They normally eat smaller insects such as flies, but they will attack almost anything that moves. When they mate, the male cautiously creeps up on the female, mounts her, and copulates. If the female gets the chance, she will eat him, beginning by biting his head off, either as the male is approaching, or immediately after he mounts, or after they separate. It might seem most sensible for her to wait until copulation is over before she starts to eat him. But the loss of the head does not seem to throw the rest of the male's body off its sexual stride. Indeed, since the insect head is the seat of some inhibitory nerve centres, it is possible that the female improves the male's sexual performance by eating his head. If so, this is an added benefit. The primary one is that she obtains a good meal.3. I find biology very interesting these days. Look forward to Jörgen's course on evolutionary game theory.
4. Talked with a Chinese girl in our corridor who is a master student of biology. Her program is related to breast cancer and her daily work is to record the processing of RNA in a certain cell before the translation to DNA. It sounds quite labor intensive. She told me that they do not need to think while working. Then I think it is more interesting to study social sciences. As Lars once joked, 'you will get old more slowly, if you do one or two 'thinking' exercises like this every week.'
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
....both the New Classical and New Keynesian complete markets macroeconomic theories not only did not allow the key questions about insolvency and illiquidity to be answered. They did not allow such questions to be asked....
from http://www.voxeu.org/index.php?q=node/3210
Thursday, March 5, 2009
2. Still struggling with a new topic to work on. A bit ashamed of myself.
3. Does respecting the individual promote propensity?
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
2. Had a Swedish class.
Swedish takes me much more time than what I imagined. I hesitated a moment today when I stepped into the classroom. Should I spend so much time on Swedish? Perhaps I should not if I only want to be a researcher. On the other hand, I enjoy learning languages.
3. Talked a little bit with David. He is my second supervisor. A bit ashamed of myself these days as I do not have a research topic to talk with him.
Monday, March 2, 2009
a complementary example: (Chinese) econ phd students always choose to major in the strong fields in a university, which may be not their genuine interest.
I can't keep this day. I can only live it now. I can't save it up for another time. Another time will be another time. This is today. My gift. One life. One day.
I got up quietly, dressed and went downstairs and drank coffee standing up in a little bar. I was sleepy and happy, not because I wanted anything but because I didn't. It will be enough to go now, to wrap the day round me like a warm coat.
From Roman short story
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Yesterday I talked with Weicheng. He is interested in macro and finance these days. 'But there is only one economics', he said. Dynamic games with recursive methods may be a good example to say that there is no clear cut between micro and macro. Of course we need to pin down our interest to some extent.
2. Application in political economy: Dixit, Grossman and Gul (2000)
Saturday, February 28, 2009
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/28846ht.htm
I did not pay much attention to this song actually. But now it is very proper for today's occasion.
Friday, February 27, 2009
2. Wei invited a few Chinese students including me to have dinner in his corridor. He got drunk and talked a lot. He even recited a line by CuiHao,
晴川历历汉阳树,芳草萋萋鹦鹉洲
which can be literally translated to 'Across the sunlit river, clearly seen are Hanyang’s trees/ And Parrot Island’s teeming, fragrant grasses.' You see, it is far from the original...
I felt a bit sad seeing Wei drinking and throwing up. I am lucky in this sense as I do not feel so lonely here. What I miss most about China are a few lines like the one he mentioned.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
2. Went to the gym after calling Yiping. Good. Hopefully I can manage to go to the gym or read a bit Swedish, if I fail to do anything else in a day.
3. Yinan told me that he will go to Berkeley to present his paper on the survival of autocracies. Happy for him. btw, I just realized that Markov equilibrium is not so interesting as I thought.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Emailed Princeton to see whether they have got my reference letters. They have not but they said, 'Our admissions director has reviewed the rest of your file and has given the approval for admission'. Quite strange. I need to ask Torsten whether I should apply for other schools. (I always feel ashamed of myself when turning to him for this kind of issues. I should talk with him only about research, I suppose). Besides, my GRE and TOEFL scores are too old. Not sure whether it is a problem. Anyhow, I shared this news with the reference writers, Wang laoshi and Po laoshi. Thanks to them. Then I regretted as it might be better if I tell them after I have settled down in the States. Sigh.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Here is the video. They talk pretty slowly but I can understand little:(
Monday, February 23, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
At the end of spring quarter, I had looked in the back of Kenneth Boulding’s textbook and read Boulding’s description of Paul Samuelson’s Foundations of Economic Analysis as “the most important book in economics since the war.” I had a summer to prepare for the beginning of graduate work in earnest, and there was no point in wasting the time on the second most important book. I got a copy from the library and all that summer, during lunch and coffee breaks from my research assistant job, I worked through Samuelson’s first four chapters. When I got home each night, I wrote out what I had learned that day, line by line.
Bob Lucas, Professional Memoir
I have read this memoir many times. Lucas' presentation is interesting, honest and encouraging. Every researcher starts his career from the 'line by by line' stage, even he is Robert Lucas. The story of the search paper with Prescott tells me many things, one of which is that math has never been overrated.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
2. Went to a development economics seminar and will talk with the presenter next Tuesday.
3. Attended the Swedish class. There were two other girls speaking Chinese during the first class and they dropped after that. The remained are mainly from Germany, Holland or France. Of course they also spend a lot of time talking with the Swedes. Learning a language is one of the easiest things in the world, I would say, given you spend enough time. My problem is that I talk too little.
So please talk.
Why should I pretend to be mature when practically every star in the night sky is older than I am?
from Against Maturity
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Had lunch at the place I have been accustomed to. The restaurant is operated by Chinese but only provides Japanese and Korean food.
Cooked a fish (röding). Very good.
Worked on recursive macro homework. Almost finished.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
The new Swedish course began today. It is much more difficult than the previous two and I can learn a bit more. I am happy. We are assigned to read Ondskan by Jan Guillou. The adapted movie was posted by someone on Youtube. It seems not my cup of tea. My adolescence was so quiet. I never got angry toward anyone or anything. I even thought I lost the ability of becoming angry.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Summary of Chapter 1:
1. The model demonstrates how both unemployment and vacancies can exist concurrently in labor market equilibrium. The reason is that searching frictions.
2. The frictions are formed by matching function.
3. In steady state, job creation rate is equal to job destruction rate.
4. Out of steady state, changes in the productivity (or other parameters) have an immediate effect on the wage because wages can be renegotiated any time. Firms are able to adjust their vacancies immediately, hence v and tightness variable jump. The unemployment rate u is pre-determined as it is tied to the matching function. Hence vacancies have the tendency to overshoot.
Related papers:
New developments in models of search in the labor market.
Job reallocation, employment fluctuations and unemployment
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Got up at noon. Prepared three dishes (which are a lot for me). Went to bed again after lunch. Got up again and watched an old film, 'L'Eclisse' (1962).
Ingmar Bergman did not like Antonioni and he once said,
'He's done two masterpieces, you don't have to bother with the rest. One is Blow-Up, which I've seen many times, and the other is La Notte, also a wonderful film, although that's mostly because of the young Jeanne Moreau. In my collection I have a copy of Il Grido, and damn what a boring movie it is. So devilishly sad, I mean. You know, Antonioni never really learned the trade. He concentrated on single images, never realising that film is a rhythmic flow of images, a movement. Sure, there are brilliant moments in his films. But I don't feel anything for L'Avventura, for example. Only indifference. I never understood why Antonioni was so incredibly applauded. And I thought his muse Monica Vitti was a terrible actress.'
I guess I might be a good lover if I have a chance. At least I know a few poems and films for this occasion:) Perhaps they are only helpful conditional on having a lover. Who knows.
To My Valentine by Ogden Nash
More than a catbird hates a cat,
Or a criminal hates a clue,
Or the Axis hates the United States,
That's how much I love you.
I love you more than a duck can swim,
And more than a grapefruit squirts,
I love you more than a gin rummy is a bore,
And more than a toothache hurts.
As a shipwrecked sailor hates the sea,
Or a juggler hates a shove,
As a hostess detests unexpected guests,
That's how much you I love.
I love you more than a wasp can sting,
And more than the subway jerks,
I love you as much as a beggar needs a crutch,
And more than a hangnail irks.
I swear to you by the stars above,
And below, if such there be,
As the High Court loathes perjurious oathes,
That's how you're love by me.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Finished the mock referee report.
Read Chapter 1 in Pissarides (2000).The basic points are:
(1) Equilibrium is a triple (unemployment, tightness, real wage) that satisfies the flow equilibrium condition, the job creation condition and the wage equation.
(2) Equilibrium for tightness and wage: higher wage makes job creation less profitable and so leads to a lower ratio of jobs to workers; at higher market tightness the relative bargaining power shifts in favor of workers.
(3) Vacancy-unemployment space: the Beveridge curve is convex to the origin and the other curve is a line through the origin.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Worked on the mock referee report for Hornstein, Krusell and Violante (2007).
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Here is a picture taken in front of VERDE's, located at 40 Brushfield St, Spitalfields Market. I am not sure whether the orange tree is Jeanette's idea. But fans of her works feel familiar with the oranges, although oranges are not the only fruit in the shop.
Everything is good. And I need to continue my work now. Begin.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Tomas' paper on strategic ambiguity was published on JPE. I like his style. Hope I can talk to him again when I am clearer about my idea of cheap talk.
Monday, February 2, 2009
2. Recursive macro in the afternoon. Today is about matching model, with heterogeneous jobs and with layoff tax. Lars said good evening to me after the class. I am happy.
3. In the process of reading Diamond and Spinnewijn (2009). Peter Diamond will give a seminar here on Wednesday. Look forward to it.
4. Got some pictures of YuanYe's girlfriend. Very happy for him. When I saw him in Denmark last summer, I could not believe this considerate and handsome guy was once the little boy who dared not walk in a dark night.
5. Got another set of pictures of Dan's wedding. (Is February a month for love?) She studies at UC Davis and majors in trade theory. Perhaps I was the only one among our classmates knowing her marriage registration as she borrowed my red sweater for the registration picture. The wedding is expected, but still happy for her.
Good. This is a happy Monday.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
2. Had lunch with Jan. He talked fast as usual with a slight German accent. I often failed to understand him when he was our TA. Later I found I could perfectly follow him. But I failed again today. This made me feel a bit nervous and hence talk even worse. Jörgen has kindly suggested me three times investing in speaking. I should seriously consider his suggestions now. I listened to a bit from the audiobook of the Brothers Karamazov. Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov was the third son of Fyodor Pavlovitch Karamazov...
3. Read a bit JW as I plan to visit her shop if possible when I am in London. It is always a pleasure reading her words. ‘Life has to be about love and life has to be about finding happiness where we can and not letting the shadows in our lives block out the happiness. I am having quite a tough time in some ways right now, but this has been a week of simple, contented life.’, JW, my week.
Sometimes I wish I could be very old. Then I might be not so anxious about my own life. But sense and sensibility may not be proportional to ages. I need to learn to be confident.
4. Read Chap 26 in Lars’ textbook.
Friday, January 30, 2009
I was reading something about Ingrid Thulin during the lunch break. She married the founder of Swedish Film Institute, Harry Schein. He was a close friend of Olof Palme, the Prime Minister of Sweden until he was murdered when walking home from a cinema on Sveavägen. One of his sons is actually our course instructor this quarter, a very gentle, low-key professor. Torsten once told me they were talking in this professor's summer house at Fårö when they heard the announcement of Ingmar Bergman's death from the radio. Now I see why this is quite possible.
But this is unthinkable in China, where children of high ranking government officials have been eroding a high share of GDP throughout the CCP's sovereignty. According to this article, “As of the end of March 2008, 27,310 people in mainland China have personal properties worth over 50 million yuan ($7.31 million) (not including overseas assets); 3,220 people own over 100 million yuan ($14.6 million). Of these 3,220 people, 2,932 of them are children of CCP high-ranking officials. The total assets they own is over 2,045 billion yuan ($299 billion). It was verified that the source of these assets was illegal benefit via power and influence of their families. ''
I like an interesting paper on corruption, Fisman, Estimating the value of political connections. It would be interesting to apply to China too. However, where can I find the data? Sigh.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
My third-year syndrome comes a bit earlier as I have cleared the course requirement now. I am a bit confused whether I should sit down and focus on a specific question.
Talked to Torsten about my confusion today. He insightfully (as always) pointed out that taking courses is a therapy to avoid the hard part: research. I have started two term papers and basically have been stuck in the middle. So I should seriously think of a topic while taking a few courses as therapy. He also comforts me that every good researcher wrote bad papers when they just started their career.
Got the Development Economics II exam result and it is not bad. But besides the third-year syndrome, I might also suffer from 'Chinese-student curse' (defined by Ruixue, i.e. me...), which refers to the fact that Chinese students often perform better in exams than in research. I often know what will come in the exams unconsciously. I knew the answers of the questions without listening to the dialogues when I did TOEFL despite my bad oral English.
As one of a large population who benefited and suffered from the Chinese educational system, I am grateful yet worried. On one hand, exams provide incentives to study some materials. What's more important, they provide opportunities to people like me without any strong background to get college education. On the other hand, we are trained from the beginning to replicate others and tend to get lost once we are free to create anything. This might not be a threat in traditional China when talents were equal to talents in literature. Memorizing classical works will be helpful for writing poems. I have no intention to depreciate the creativity of poetry-writing. Even Mr Alfred Nobel hoped to be a poet rather than a scientist. (You can buy his poetry book in the Nobel Museum. Sorry for the quality of the poems). The online poem machine may help to illustrate my point.
However, in terms of social science (perhaps apart from law. Chinese are the best candidates to study law, according to Yi Shu) and science (economics is thought to be quasi-science, at least by overconfident economists), no one should earn respects because he or she can repeat what is known. I blushed myself thinking that I was once praised for my recitation of Pi.
You know, Pi=3.14159265358979323846…
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I talked with Jörgen today. He is nice as ever. When I came to Stockholm, I was more interested in Ingmar Bergman than in my studies. His math classes changed me. I was often told that math is beautiful, sensitive, graceful, tender, harmonious etc. But I did not feel the beauty until his lectures. I was so eager to share my feelings with others that I decided to be a TA for him. The results turned out to be a disaster. I felt discouraged, guilty and ashamed of myself.
His words encourage me a lot. He also suggested me making sure with Torsten about my research. I am very grateful to him and really envy his students. On the other hand, I am envied for my own mentor, who is knowledgeable, elegant and insightful. Grass is always greener on the other side of the hill.
All in all, I became very lucky after coming to Stockholm. Today I even came across 20kr on my way to the office. But luck per se cannot save me. I have to work hard with a grateful heart. Hopefully I can get close to their personality and achievement some day. I often dare not talk to Torsten only because I am too ignorant.
Gym record today: 15 min on the treadmill+5 min on the ring+5 min on the bicycle.
Monday, January 26, 2009
I did go to the gym, but I forgot to update my member card for the new quarter. Leave it to Wednesday. I am supposed to be busy this week as there are quite a few practical issues to deal with.
Lars' class is great as always. It needs both talents and efforts to be a good instructor. He has both. Will read Lucas and Prescott (1974) carefully.
Thanks to the people who make today a great start to 2009.
To prove my love of life, I decided to casually take a picture from time to time. Here is today's. It was 6:20 pm and I was waiting for Bus 40.
Budapest is celebrating 20 years since communism's fall.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
kind of hurt
http://chrisnova.blogbus.com/
I don't know who she or he is. It is funny to see that fragments of my life are copied by others. Sometimes people may use others' essays without notice. That's not good but I do not mind so much. What's absurd this time is that I can see my life in the copies. I am quite flattered as she or he used what I wrote with different IDs in different places. Yet I am kind of hurt.
Please stop doing this with me. Please. Thanks. My life is really not worth your efforts. Forgive my rudeness. I guess you can never become Carson McCullers by copying others. You also make me feel bad about myself, which is so pale that can be covered by a few entries you copied: ridiculous application to central european university, eternal love of small towns, never changed self-pity when writing about any movie or any book.
To be honest, I did think that people in the art profession may be more reliable than us economists. Unfortunately, it turned not true when I got along with two directors. Now I even cannot depend on the 'art youth'. Sigh.
A few resolutions on this occasion:
1. Go to bed before 12. Get up before 7. (I did badly recently as I spent too much time on Youtube...)
2. Go to gym regularly. (Monday, Wednesday and Friday.)
3. Stop eating meat. (I did well in the past days.)
4. Study hard. (Not very motivated recently. Let's start over. Besides, it is a good alternative to avoid loneliness etc.)
5. Talk more. (Talk with any one about anything.)
6. Walk around and take some pictures. (Landscape is what stockholmers can brag about. No one will laugh at my photography anyhow.)
Thanks to those who are reading this blog. Happy new year!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
I love Alain Delon in Rocco and His Brothers (1960). There he was pliant and loyal. See, you can be both pliant and cool.
2. A Pascal quote from overcoming bias.
"When I consider the short duration of my life, swallowed up in the eternity before and after, the little space which I fill and even can see, engulfed in the infinite immensity of spaces of which I am ignorant and which know me not, I am frightened and am astonished at being here rather than there; for there is no reason why here rather than there, why now rather than then... The eternal silence of these infinite spaces frightens me."
3. 'Read' the photos by zichuan. Life is beautiful, after all.
Friday, January 23, 2009
2. Had a coffee break with Martin. He is a nice friend and always encourages me as I am often not self-confident. He has a very lovely daughter, Greta, following Greta Garbo. btw, he is very good-looking. The Swedes are generally tall, healthy and good-looking. They are also aware of their heritage.
3. Listened to YN's research idea. It's hard for me to give feedback without reading the model. So I asked him to send me the model and hopefully can give him some suggestions next week.
4. Talked a little with WY online. He is one of my few online friends. We have never met in real life. Actually he lives very close to my campus in Beijing. I know little about his life except his essays and poems. He also encouraged me a lot, especially when I was at CCER. I wrote a few short stories because of his encouragements, but now I feel awkward in retrospection. Of course I am still grateful to him.
5. Read Rogerson (1988).
6. Found an old picture when I cleaned my bookshelf. It was taken when I just got the bachelor degree. My roommates and I decided to go to Zizhuyuan Park to take some pictures. None of us had digital cameras at that time, so we rented one camera from a store. The camera and the film were of the lowest quality. The color of the picture is even faded now. We had different thoughts at that moment and I did not know that one day I would miss that time so much.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
2. Attended a class of Empirical Microeconomics. Read chapter 15 in Wooldridge's textbook.
3. Thought about Recursive Macro homework. No idea yet.
4. Got two opposite suggestions about my course work. David said that I should not take so many courses and Holly suggested that I should. I can see somewhat Chinese bias...
5. Talked a bit with Heng on MSN and he told me FZ heard some good comments about me. I never met FZ here. Should work hard for this good news anyhow.
6. Read a Chinese interview of Prof Zhouqiren. I have to admit that I am very interested in the so-called 'blackboard economics'.
sysdir set PLUS youradopath
prvalue is one useful command I installed today, which reports the predicted probabilities when an independent varible is set to specific values.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
huppert andersson
I was watching some clips of Harriet Andersson randomly. I could not believe my eyes when I saw this video. These are THE two cinema moments in my life and someone connected them! I really cannot believe it. I began to love Huppert because of the Lacemaker and it is still my favorite after these years. I keep it in my heart like a secret love. Many thanks to the video maker, who reminds me again that I am neither that lonely nor that special as an individual of measure 0 among such a large population.
monika on the wall 2-3
presentation day
After the presentation, Karl invited us for dinner. It is quite common in China but very rare here that a professor invites students for dinner. I talked little but drank a lot. Karl told some jokes, one of which was about Slavoj Zizek. The last book I read when I was in China is ‘everything you always wanted to know about Lacan: (but were afraid to ask Hitchcock)’. But I don’t remember anything. A related joke from Karl is about a comment by some philosopher who claimed that economists only write incomprehensible papers with complex mathematics whereas they philosophers can write incomprehensible papers only with words.
What I learned today is that I should try to be constructive as a discussant. It's easy to point out problems. What's difficult is to be helpful in solving them.
Monday, January 19, 2009
monday and a snowing day
Behavioral Economics is interesting, I would say. However, I find it hard to be convinced by those experiments. Take the most simple ultimatum game for example: I think the scale matters a lot. For 100 SEK, I would reject any less than 20 as a receiver. But for 1000000 SEK, I would accept 1000 SEK. btw, I got 30 SEK from the experiment because the other student offered a 70'30 split. As a person who has never won any lottery, I am quite lucky today.
I should email Jorgen tonight no matter he replies or not, which will not affect my admiration of him.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
writing a letter
This is a bad beginning. Why do I think of turning to you when I am depressed? Perhaps I should write:
'I am writing to you to let you know I miss you.'
This sounds too sentimental. Perhaps I can start with weather:
'This winter is much colder than last one. It snows a lot.'
This is silly.
Or
'I dreamed of you again last night. Not a bad dream.'
This sounds like a lie. I dreamed of you, but I cannot remember what happened.
So in the end, I wrote nothing.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
monika on the wall
This pic was taken in Lisbon by Goncalo Lopes.
The Harriet Andersson I met in real life has changed so much that I even could not connect her with Monika and Agnes, the two angels.
Today I reflected a bit about my life in Stockholm. I made an irrational choice rationally. I am grateful to the city which gave me a chance to start over. I had never thought that I would be so interested in economics as now I am. But I did not make any progress in watching movies. (Not bad actually.) Swedish cinema to me, is still composed of two types: Bergman films and non-Bergman films. Swedish actresses are also of two types: those with a flavor of Harriet Andersson and those without a flavor of Harriet Andersson.
a survey
Gerling et al, 2005, EJPE
test
The paper I will discuss in the conference is a simple model about strategic voting in the context of collective decision making. For instance, when there is a policy to vote for or against, some agents prefer to wait for more information while some agents will vote directly. The prior beliefs, the quality and signals as well as agents' preference might influence the decision. I enjoyed reading it. He dealt with calculating voting share in a simple and good way, although he might have made a few mistakes.
The author is a student of Antoni Calvó-Armengol, a rising star that unfortunately and unexpectedly disappeared at the age of 37. Two of his papers were published on RES after his death. So what? Sigh. Don't work too much, my friends. Besides studying hard, I should walk around