Hi, I am back. I was struggling with love these days but it is over now. I think I still love but I am not loved any more. I can only keep my love in my heart then. It's mine. I know being in and out of love is common among young people but I doubt whether I can love any one else. Nine years is not too long, but not too short either. God bless the beloved:)

I read Chapter 1 of van Damme's book. The book is very well written, and very difficult.